Thoughts from an aspiring author..childhood dreams never, ever fade away..not really..
I believe in the ether
and the void
and the light
and in everything in between
I have the day in my head
and in my hands
caught up in my heart
and in my spirit
I believe in rest
and in motion
I believe in small, carefully planned steps
I believe in giant, careless leaps
I believe in the impossible
made possible
I believe in the infinity
of this moment
I was made to create
to define
to refine
to be
to become
One in All, All in One
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Q. Lenise Lee
Queen of Heaven
Lady of Light
Goddess of the All
Arise and Ascend, your throne
Like stars and moons, heart and spirit, expand, then collide
What force beckons them forward, toward dust, toward destiny?
Q. Lenise Lee
My words are
the beat of my heart
the movement of my spirit
the stirring of my soul
without them, I am in silence
within them, I am set free
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~Q. Lenise Lee
I feel.
Enthralled in rapture. Yet remain quietly serene.
Wanting to chase the rush of pure energy. Yet sitting perfectly still.
I hear.
The universe conducting a symphony before me, expounding on the dissertation of the secrets of the universe. Yet I calmly sip my coffee, distracted, while tapping a random beat against the curve of the mug.
I see.
All that is offered, infinity upon infinity. Yet my eyes are watching numbers across a fading screen.
Q. Lenise LEe
Moments uncertain
Destiny opens the path
Instincts awakens
Q. Lenise Lee
Tho I forget to breathe,
breath still flows within me,
First fast, then gentle
Always, Strong and free
Q. Lenise Lee
I walk thru the center of Creation
At the heart of Existence
And I live.
And I breathe.
(I breathe deeply).
And I am.
The spirit of the Universe surrounds me
Cradles me.
Nourishes me.
I am Loved.
I am Love.
All, and the All in All, is revealed.
I dwell within.
The Unfolding.
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~Q. Lenise Lee
To walk thru infinite worlds
Dwelling within The Wholeness of The All
A promise in my mind
~Q. Lenise Lee
Every moment, You are Living.
You are Living, Every moment.
~ Q. Lenise Lee
I create, the energy I seek.
If I am bold, the mountains tremble
If I am wise, the rivers pause
If I am true, my Whole Self lives
Breath returns, to my being
I am free, I am flowing
I am alive, I am glowing
the pulse, of Eternity
is reborn, within me.
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Q. Lenise Lee
I sit and talk with The Universe every morning, yet the Grand Revelation remains elusive
I ramble on, words running from my mouth like overflowing buckets of wash water
Thoughts and plans, of grand adventures I have yet to pursue, of goals I have yet to complete
One after another, no ending near. A sentence with no stop or pause, for breath or insight
Then, this morning, I realized, to my shock and offense, it was only my words I heard bouncing back, echoing against the vastness of the open sky
The Universe sat there, silently, politely nodding, as one does to a child, that just won’t lay down for a nap, continues running on and on, with exhausting narration, in her mind, about all the things done before the nap, and all of things to be done after the nap, whilst conveniencelly escaping the act of the actual nap itself
My lips sealed, then poked. I became unloved, uncared for, unwanted, all in one rush of bottomless emotion
It was in that new silence, I discovered, truth.
In a wave of sound, first gentle, then immaculate, a crescendo, I heard The Universe speaking. The conversation continued on. It was never a tired monologue, but always a deep dialogue.
In the chirp of the bird, the whistle of the wind, the rustle of the brush, the chitter of squirrel, the roll of the river against the shore. There, I heard The Universe, its language plain and clear. Every answer to every question. Yet I had made my voice so loud that, until this very moment, I could not hear.
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He had become the embodiment of mysteries she had only heard whispers of.
Q. Lenise Lee
from By Moonlight 3.2a,
An Apocalyptic Fairy Tale
I am the movement which stirs the wind. Onward.
Once a purpose is threaded into my being, I cannot be paused.
It must be done.
Q. Lenise Lee
The song she had forgotten. A memory long buried. It was a silent seed of anticipation, of a coming coronation. Come, now, awaken.
from By Moonlight 3.2b,
An Apocalyptic Fairy Tale,
by Q. Lenise LEe
If I am afraid, I am already defeated.
Therefore, let My Being be filled, with Love & Power
Q. Lenise Lee
These words, full of magic and energy, ageless and timeless, and with confident command, fled her lips.
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Q. Lenise Lee,
Now, we flee the dark.
We, two, Arise, at First Light.
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from By Moonlight 3.2c,
An Apocalyptic Fairy Tale
I began this journey in a dark place, and now I have taken chances toward a better, brighter one.
Once, not long ago, we – he and I – traveled only by moonlight. We lived only in its silvery halo.
Our paths began asunder, yet were destined to merge within the crown of the sun.
There are moments when I block out the world and stare at the core of myself.
In those moments, I realize it is I who has created that space and that energy, so that I can discover and fulfill my calling. So that I can hear and feel and be embraced by the True Name by which I must be called.
I know I must continue forward. Ever onward. Because there is no past. The present is only a mirage. Only the future is certain.
~From the Thought Diary of Shay
By Moonlight 2.0 : Rise, Queen
By Moonlight 1 : The Beginning
There is no past. The present is only a mirage. Only the future is certain.
Q. Lenise Lee
from By Moonlight
Copyright 2019 Lenise Lee Pubn. All Rights Reserved
She is his Queen. The drip of his pulse taps out her name. The pull of his heart seeks out her essence. His thoughts sync only with her ka, her spirit, the essential presence that is she. Woman who has stolen his will to be, to exist, to breathe. She who has lifted the dark bonds that once held him tight, imprisoned within the enemy of himself. By moonlight she appeared, dressed in the rays of cosmos, crowned by the starlight. At dawn, they walked hand in hand, moving against the cloak of the cosmos, in fear of none, in search of the All.
Rise, My Queen
from The Thought Journal of Ethan
By Moonlight, An Apocalyptic Fairy Tale by Q. Lenise Lee
If time is the distraction, then the moment is not the joy.
Q. Lenise Lee
II.
When realized their loss, reaching tendrils, in close pursuit, on all sides, fear, screams, drowned out, the voice, of One calling, for some, caught, clawing, dragged, consumed, again, forever scattered, always lost, chained, the never ending loop, of nothingness
We all, the remainder, in flight, toward destination, close not known, toward, the Voice, still calling, still imploring, come, further, just a while longer
Then moments, that never existed, ceased to be, all that was and is, frozen, one single unit, a foreign thing, first rumbling, then clashing, then clanging, then breaking, the dark bond, we were sealed with
A pop, a crackle, a snap, a flash, What is this? First Light, it is, we knew, at once, broke yonder, hither, within, without, all around
Now free, now flowing, caught up, electrical static, infinite movement, All Eternity, we, no longer fleeing, found
As cosmos unfolded, we, I, pressed forward, exploring, unbound.
I.
Come, listen now, to my tale, of how we escaped, the Void, how we fled, the dark
When swept aimlessly along, infinitely blank current, came, the Voice, foreign yet Familiar
Come, now, follow, the way is short, yet long is the travel
Conflict, war, rebellion waged, Shall we stay? Shall we go? No here, no there, how shall we know, which way, be truth?
When overlords wrestled, amongst themselves, how, to keep us chained, to unending confusion, to sweeping emptiness, without, within, we scattered
Some here, some there, we fled, in no direction, in every direction, for they were one, same, within, the Void, the endless
In moments where the energy radiates BRIGHT, the call of Destiny sings
Q. Lenise Lee
Embrace the eternity within the moment
Q. Lenise Lee
The light of the morning reminds me of
Willpower
Grace
to Rise & Shine
above All Things
Q. Lenise Lee
Create the Energy you Seek.
All things are possible for those who have the will to keep going
Q. Lenise Lee
Hope. Optimism. Adventure.
Every day. In Every moment.
Embers of sunlight spark and tumble forward over the horizon, flooding the land with waves of hope and wonder
Whispering sweet sonnets of wisdom to all who have come, to worship the arrival of the Bright One
The Secret Language is unveiled
Q. Lenise Lee
~from Keys to Awareness
I am a Vibe
I am an Energy
I am All the Answers I have ever sought or will ever Seek
I speak My True Name and am Reborn
Q. Lenise Lee
The crumbling of Night by the breaking of Day
Q. Lenise Lee
Awaken and be nourished, by the morning
Awaken and be nourished, by the morning
Q. Lenise Lee
I saw dawn reaching out. I heard the wind call my True Name. Sky smiled. Welcome, they whispered as one. I opened my thoughts, and felt youth, and peace and home.
Q. Lenise Lee
The sky opened and spoke.
Goddess. You are Reborn this day.
With all of your Infinite Light flowing.
One Truth. With many Infinite possibilities.
~ Q. Lenise Lee
xoxo
Keep Rising. Moving. Becoming. No matter the obstacle. In spite of every challenge. Rise + Smile + Succeed
Q. Lenise Lee
Danger, danger, everywhere. Ethan’s senses were ringing the alarm…Q. Lenise Lee
One lesson his adopted parents had taught him that he would always remember. Never let your guard down. A moment’s slip of that one rule of survival could mean a lifetime of regret.
Writing is like shaping Words into Energy.
Q. Lenise Lee
Here comes the Dawn
Full of hope and triumph
Q. Lenise Lee
I let go of these things. And look toward the Infinite Dawn
Q. Lenise Lee
I capture the new light rising,
take its essence within me,
moving and flowing from that embrace,
throughout the day
Q. Lenise Lee
moonlit daze
sunkissed knights
wandering
spirit that dwells
spirit which longs
spirit who calls
for oneness, union
push and pull
toward home
light love laughter
living
beyond existing
evolving.
within me
a thought,
calling to the universe
the four loves
door and key
sun and moon
searching mysteries
to find
the solution
to the equation
muse, in all forms
queen
of the universe
all energy
flowing abundantly
through me
and all
i am.
The greatest secret that I’ve learned is that happiness is born within. It is a wonderful, energizing, real place that only I can summon from inside of myself. After having the opportunity to experience so many elements that are supposed to bring happiness into my life, I have come to the profound knowledge that there is no source external to the self that will ever bring true and sustainable motivation, peace, evolution or ascension. These are all gifts of the spirit. Acknowledging them, receiving them, carrying them forward every into moment of existence. Living in my light.
I needed to experience
The All
Wandering among stars,
hot summer,
late twilight.
Lost within
The chaos
Prayer, solitide
Roaming, heathen
Calling, seeking
divine powers
following trails,
seeking One.
Finally,
The Beacon
tiny diamond, in the night
Still there, ever hunting
restless, roaming
the call of the wild sounds
There is no answer back
Toward light, instead
Reflection,
Needed to
wander after the dusk.
Wanted to
scatter from the dawn.
Understand
WhyHowWhoWhat
Quick breath, lost thought, frenzied mind, untamed spirit
Am i.
I am.
Bound. Bonded.
Untethered. Freed.
Draw back
Reclaim
Awaken
Waiting. Wanting.
No longer willing
to submit
to fallen, sullen abandon
Hair out. Wild. Free.
Antenna up. Open, angled,
toward the cosmos
Today. I let go.
Surrender to the ether.
exhale,
draw peace.
Sound of rain. Roll of thunder. Beam of Sun. Shimmer of moon.
Balanced.
Ascended dreamer
the grand struggle.
every moment,
truth.
all pursuits,
wind.
breaths
dreams
smiles,
life’s blood.
meditate
seek
pursue,
life’s pulse.
I rise
mood, spirit
mild, tempered
seeking, waiting.
I must initiate
evolution
change, ascension
rebalance.
Yet
in all things
I am still
wife, queen
calling to
husband, king
For moments
For touch
For love
For companionship,
memories will not fade,
bonds will not bend,
destiny will not be held.
